Firstly I was not sure about this single because you know the ROCKSTAR song was too.. disco for me :D
Lately I have checked other songs and I fell for it and ordered the album - with PHOTOBOOK of course!!
Now I should stop bleeding and start taking this serious...
Ok I love the case of the CD. Is solid and pretty good. On video you can check what is inside..
About the photobook - there is colorful part and black&white part - pictures for these two parts are the same. So in the end there is just one portion of potos. Photos are not that great as I expected. I still love it but please, Rose, next time get another photographer OR photo editor.
Material of the poster and also pages in photobook and paper used on case is solid and good :)
I hate you I really hate you I hate you But I love you
From some point, I really started to hate you But still, I believed in you who said this was love I hate you (Hate you) But I love you (Love you) But still, I’m like a bent tree, a dream with no significance
I always cry and laugh by myself but I like that I’m by your side Please look at me as if you’re at least passing me by It’s always me who’s giving, I’m already cast aside, it just hurts
I hate you, hate you hate you I really hate you, hate you, hate you I hate you Hate you, hate you But I love you (love you, love you)
You said you’d never let go of my hand till the end All of my hopes hung on those lies Now it really hurts, I hate you
I always cry and laugh by myself but I like that I’m by your side Please look at me as if you’re at least passing me by It’s always me who’s giving (I love you baby) I’m already cast aside, it just hurts
I hate you, hate you hate you I really hate you, hate you, hate you I hate you Hate you, hate you But I love you (love you, love you)
Tell me you love me like you’re whispering baby Softly look at me and hug me L.O.V.E.
We’re both hurting because we’re keeping this up Nothing will change anyway, you’re mine A dream-like love story but damn, reality is sad Whatever happens, happens because anyway, baby you my lover
I hate you, hate you hate you I really hate you, hate you, hate you I hate you Hate you, hate you But I love you (love you, love you)
anata ga kureta mono takusan boku motteru sore wo ima hitotsu zutsu kazoeteru
ichi, ni, san ko me ga ruisen wo NOKKU suru hyaku san juu ikko me ga manabuta ni notta yo
wasureteta nakikata demo ima koko ni aru nanika me wo tojitemo koboresou na ki ga shite
I will die for you,and I will live for you I will die for you,there is nothing more that I could really say to you
anata ga shinu sono masa ni ichinichi mae ni boku no iki wo tomete kudasai kore ga isshou no onegai
anata ga ikirusono saigo no hi ni boku wa sora kara kono yo ga nani iro ni somaru ka atetainda
kono koko to tengoku no choudo mannaka tsuki kara te nobasu ano atari kana asoko kara mieru keshiki me wo tojitemo nozokesou na ki ga shite
I will die for you and I will live for you I will die for you well you never ever told me to
tsugi no yo no bokura wa doushiyou umarekawatte mata meguriatte toka wa mou mendoi kara nashi ni shiyou hitotsu no inochi to shite umareyou sou surya kenka mo shinai de sumu dochira ka ga saki ni shinu koto nai
soshite onaji tomodati wo mochi minna de iwaou yo tanjoubi aete koko de KE-KI futatsu youi SHO-TO to CHOKO soko nitoku ni imi wa nai HAPPI- na toki wa nipai warai nipai gao ni SHIWA nokosundai kore ga boku no niban me no onegai futatsu me no issho no onegai
I will die for you and I will live for you I will cry for you because you're the told me how
itsuka umareru futari no inochi sono toki ga kitara douka kimi ni sokkuri BEIBI- deatte hoshii muri shouji de hyaku PA-SENTO kimi no idenshi tsutawarimasu youni ore ni wa koreppocchi mo niteimasen youni neru mae ni maiban te wo awaserunda
sonna koto iu to itsumo kimi wa boku ni nite hoshii nante iu no sonna no wa zettai iya da yo tsuyoi te iu nara ore no kono HAPPI- un to RAKKI- un dake wa hitotsu zutsu senshokutai ni nosete agete hoshii na
English Translation
I have a lot of things that you've given to me And now I'm counting them one by one
1, 2, 3, and I start to tear up And by the 131st, tears begin to brim my eyelids
I've forgotten how to cry, and yet there's something here Something telling me that if I close my eyes, the tears might just escape
I will die for you, and I will live for you I will die for you, there is nothing more that I could really say to you
Exactly one day before she dies, God, please let me stop breathing first. That's one of my life's wishes.
On that last day that you live, I, from the sky, will be guessing what color this world will be dyed in
I wonder if you reach your hand out from the moon, In the middle of this place and heaven, Could you see the scenery from there? Even if I closed my eyes, I feel like I might peak
I will die for you and I will live for you I will die for you well you never ever told me to
What should we do in the next world? Stuff like being reborn and by chance meeting each other again would be really bothersome, so let's not make it that way Let's just be with one mortal life. Yes, and live without fighting, without thinking about who would be the first to die
And let's celebrate the birthdays of our mutual friends together We'll meet up and prepare the short and chocolate for the cake; though those don't really have that much of a significance When you happy and smile twice as much, wouldn't that also leave twice the amount of wrinkles? This is my second wish, the second wish in my entire life.
I will die for you and I will live for you I will cry for you because you're the told me how
If, someday, a life is born from the two of us, If that time does come, I beg that somehow I will be able to meet a baby just like you I realize it's impossible for her to have 100% the same genes as you, But I hope they can be handed down, that she has as little as possible traits in common with me And every night, right before we go to sleep, we can hold each other's hands
When I say things like this, you always say the opposite; That you want the baby to be like me I don't want that at all; forcefully speaking, the one and only thing that I want to be placed in my baby's chromosomes from me is this happy and lucky fortune that I've received
-Don't ask the astrologist about the move you are sure you wanna do. They will tell you the oposite thing. -Don't trust anyone who tells you he/she doesn't want to hurt you. They will do it anyway. -If you can't get up in the morning it means you should just stay in bed and you shouldn't try to go to school/work/whatever.
-If you think the closest people to you will help you while you are done with your energy, you are wrong. The strangers will help you the best. -If you think they will mind if you are totaly depressed and you seriously don't wanna live anymore, you are wrong. None cares. Just take it. - If you have your belly fresh pierced you shouldn't attend a gig. If you are going anyway you shouldn't dance and do other "creative" things by the stage :D ... WRONG! Go! And break the place apart! Every gig is special, ne?! -Be kind to the people who is kind to you. You know how does it feel to meet ignorant bitches.
And I have to repeat this:
"In the end, only three things matter:
how much you loved, how gently you lived,
and how gracefully you let go of things not meant for you."
I HOPE -for the Guitar Hero's sake - you do not stalk me anymore. But in case you do! I have honestly to tell you something. You were right. I didn't doubt before. I just ignored the warning. As I always do.
I thought, I won't be forced to forget again. But today I saw this..
And I thought... OMG I just wanna forget it all.
I mean.. If I were honest and sincere all the time but the others wasn't... it made a big hole. I honestly want to forget it now. You can always keep the good memories with you. But I can't. Because everything was a lie. I hate lies. Then there is no pretty memory, because even if it was nice it was a lie.
Remember the phoenix they said. To die, to be born again. And again. And again.
Ah guys, I am so tired. I envy those young people who just leave all behind, all the people, all the things they love... and become someone else. I personaly don't udnerstand how can you just push away the things like music and this kind of stuff away just like that never happened. But I am still envy :D Life would be easier. I am just too old to make it I guess.
To see this kind of pictures will always reminds me the betrayal, the lies, the fake love. And because I can't leave the things I like behind I will be always fuckin sad as I am right now, won't I?
Where is "new start"? Because it became to the end so there should be some start. Ne?
And what the hell I am talking about again...?!! Someone should stop me.
I blame the fuckin picture! :D
1. Nechápu, na co mladý holky nosej podprsenku. Zbytečnost.
2. Pánský spodní prádlo je pohodlnější.
3. I když se tvářím jako rebel jsem slušně vychované střevo.
4. Čas je relativní. Tak relativní, že zřídka kdy vím, co je za den, někdy dokonce i co je za měsíc.
5. Rozhodně mám radši zvířata než lidi. Proto nevlastním žádné zvíře.
6. Když na mě lidi mluví, téměř nikdy je nevnímám. Těžko říct, co upoutá moji pozornost. Zkuste být sexy asiatem...ale to pak netřeba něco říkat. Inu...
7. Od chvíle, kdy jsem začalo studovat literaturu, mám problém přečíst knihu.
8. Mám těžkou úchylku na asiaty.
9. Jsem materialista romantik. Miluju prachy :D (a žádný nemám)
10. Tohle je předposlední otázka, jsem tomu rádo. I když tohle dělám dobrovolně, nějak nemám nápady. Chce se mi spát. Už pár dní se mi chce pořád spát.
11. Jsem abstinent a někdy se hrozně vožeru.
B) 11 OTÁZEK OD HEWKIIHO
1. Jedna otázka, kterou bys položil/a SVÉMU dítěti, kdybys ležel/a na smrtelné posteli.
Odmítám vlastnit děti.
2. Jak dlouho vydržíš zadržet dech?
To odmítám zkoušet! Se svým astmatem ne moc :D
3. Nějaká (životní) rada pro ostatní.
No fake. Be real.
4. Nejexotičtější jídlo, které jsi vařil/a.
Vše, co uvařím, jelikož do všeho dávám curry a chilli a pro některé lidi je to nestravitelné :D
5. Přeješ si nebo přál/a sis holčičku nebo chlapečka?
Myslím, že holčičky jsou o něco mazlivější a taky se nemusí kastrovat. Ale to se nedá dopředu říct, jaká kočka si vás vybere.
6. Poslední kniha, kterou jsi dočetl/a?
Hm............ Nevzpomínám si určitě.... tak nějak bych musela pátrat, pardon, přečíst pět knih za týden, z kterých 4 zatahuju, není sranda!
7. Víra a Bůh?
Kde je víra tam je Bůh. Bullshit. Nerozumím ani jednomu z těch slov.
8. Sen, který ti utkvěl v paměti.
Naštěstí si sny nepamatuju.
9. Čím sis udělal/a naposledy radost?
Shoppingem :D jak jinak. Alice's adventure in Wonderland bylo myslím poslední, kdy jsem někoho ukecala, aby mi něco koupil.
10. Sprcha nebo vana?
Sprcha a pak vana.
11. Jak vytrhnout velrybě stoličku?
Musíš mít velký dveře a námořnický lano. Ocelový.
C) 11 OTÁZEK PRO BLOGERY, KTEŘÍ BUDOU POKRAČOVAT
1. Věříš?
2. Co paralelní vesmír?
3. Pes nebo kočka?
4. Jsi spokojený se zemí, ve které žiješ? Pokud ne, kde jinde bys chtěl zakotvit?
5. Škola nebo práce? (brigáda se nepočítá, každej ji máme)
6. Je nějaký zvláštní důvod, proč odpovídáš na tyto otázky, kromě bezbřehé nudy?
7. Jaká je tvá oblíbená kuchyně a proč?
8. Oblíbený umělec (zpěvák/malíř..whatever)
9. Jaké CD sis naposledy koupil (stáhnul?); přinutilo tě to doplnit si autorovu dikografii?
10. Poslední filmová premiéra na kterou ses uráčil do kina a co tě k tomu vedlo?
