the Moon Jongup

     “I want to be a moon. Bring the light to the people who is walking in the dark.”

—	Moon Jongup (B.A.P)

And so I cried

Autumn, sweet Autumn

Everyone is crying cuz summer is almost over.
I am celebrating!

First of all I can't stand hot weather.
Secondly I love autumn and winter. Just because.

Also it's time for my AUTUMN PEARLS, as every year! Excited about the raindrops, haha.

The last week was mostly rainy and cloudy and not hot at all. I am happy for that, hope it will last longer.

Also I am totally bad at replying on messages and studying.
My brain is tired from doing nothing and even if I love autumn it causes me troubles. I can hardly move (viva Brufen!) and my head is like to puke most of the day. Plus insomnia. Not like I am complaining about anything. Just saying.

I should be study with studying instead of this I am active on tumblr and twitter and I am getting tired of it.

Well and I started japanese drama (finally japanese one!!) Bloody Monday (recommended) and since my fave actors are acting there (I didn't check cast before..!) you can imagine me dead here :D

So, everyone, enjoy the last week of hollidays!
And have a nice autumn :P

B.A.P Save Me lyrics

English


My heart that has passed its expiration date
Was colder than any winter
You cheated me until the end
The love that was supposed to be eternal turned into a nightmare

I try meeting other people but my heart is trapped in a fence
I can’t trust anyone, now no one is by my side
I only look at the passing memories
I really hate you so I throw them away
I hate girls’ lies

Get away Get away Get away
Don’t say my name
I hate this crazy love, crazy

Save Me Oh Save Me
And be careful I’m like fire
From this time that has shattered because of you
Save Me Oh Save Me
And I won’t forget you liar
I can’t take it anymore, leave me (save me)

(You you you)
Before I loved you, I believed in love
The scars in my head, those broken pieces, let me go
I think I’ll go crazy, this love is a trauma

On a warm morning, we promised each other with a smile
A memory-filled ring, the happy times
Just like you, they all left me
I’m confused on what true love is now

The more I think about it, I’m so scared of love
Go away, because of you, my heart is broken
I want to go back to the times when nothing was wrong
I feel the distance between you and me, who didn’t know anything

Get away Get away Get away
Don’t say my name
I hate this crazy love, crazy

Save Me Oh Save Me
And be careful I’m like fire
From this time that has shattered because of you
Save Me Oh Save Me
And I won’t forget you liar
I can’t take it anymore, leave me (save me)

My feelings grow dull, my scars can’t be erased
Love feels like an extravagance, I just close my eyes
As if I’m shackled, the memories come to me
I can’t breathe, can you see me?

Save Me Oh Save Me
And be careful I’m like fire
From this time that has shattered because of you
Save Me Oh Save Me
And I won’t forget you liar
I can’t take it anymore, leave me (save me)

(You you you)
Before I loved you, I believed in love
The scars in my head, those broken pieces, let me go
I think I’ll go crazy, this love is a trauma

(You you you)
Before I loved you, I believed in love
Now stop, get away from me
I can’t erase you, this is the trauma in me




It's like I wrote it.... damn

The Stars aka RPG ruined my life

It's known about me... fucked up relationships and mental disorders...

And today it got even worse. How? After... 3 years? OMG.

credits to HaMin

별을 줍고 보니 그저 볼품없는 돌덩어리다.
별을 좋아했던 마음으로 쥐고 있을 수 있었는데,
증명하듯 스스로 바스라져버리네.

이건 달이 되지 못했던 이유.

어차피 밤하늘에 빛나는 별은 많으니까.

My kokoro is brokoro.

Seriously... I could understand trolling back than, stupid connection, universe is small in the end.
They are not "over there, playing soccer" they are still here, they are still connected. I swear they are.

How can I disconnect under these conditions?!

*blah*